Enthuse Me

I leave for Fort Lauderdale on Saturday noon, and the cruise sets sail from there on Sunday, but... I am strangely not very excited about it. I mean, I am definitely grateful that I get to go, but it's just not the same. I think it's because I am going with family, and it won't be as freeing for me. I know I will probably babysit people and will have ti be on egg shells for part of the time, if not most of the time. As of right now, I have not even started packing. I have not even thought about packing, not even mentally. Usually, i have in my mind an idea of things I want to bring, but I do 't even think I will bring my big suitcase for this trip and will probably make do with my medium-sized one. Who would have thought, right? Me - under-packing for once (I know you're going to believe it when you see it) But I wish I were more enthused by all of it, and I suspect I will as it draws nearer. I am staying a day each before after the cruise in Fort Lauderdale and honestly those are the times I am least looking forward to. But it should be all good. I know the Solstice well enough and I know it would be virtually impossible to not have a good time there. I just hope the bartenders whom Jeff and I befriended are still there so we can get free drinks!

"True love doesn't have a happy ending, because true love never ends. Letting go is one way of saying I love you."

- Anon