Achy Breaky

My body aches, and I don't know why. I may have pulled a muscle in all my lifting of boxes. As if. But it does, and it hurts, and I am a big baby. I swear one of these days the news will be brighter, not always these woe is me kind of things. It's right around the corner, I can feel it. How come so many people cannot believe that I may want to movie. One of my cousins told me today, "You? But you have such a New York kind of personality." And I keep on explaining to them things people,  people change, I am a different person now. And I truly am. I cannot believe how much I have mellowed I am packing all my CDs and I am reliving all these memories - of music and their associations: old friends, old haunts, old dinners, old conversations. I have this sense in my heart that my life has been pretty full. My life has had its share of colors. I know my life now will be simpler, but my life has been a lot simpler than before these past couple of years anyways, so will be there really be a big change? God, these posts of introspection are sure getting weary, no? 

If you are going to doubt something,
doubt your limits.
~ Don Ward